Okay Okay Its Time

I know I haven't posted like I should, but I have been waiting for the timing to be just right and here we are.  My life has completely turned itself upside down in the past 3 years and I can honestly say without hesitation that it was all for the better.  As of January 18, 2013 Ryleigh is officially a Small.  Her biological father decided to do what was best for her and allow Kelly to legally become her daddy.  It took an entire year to get to this point, but all of the blood sweat and tears ( lots of tears) have finally paid off.  And guess what.... the moment we walked out of the court room, I could feel the weight lifted off of my shoulders.   A weight that has been dragging me down for far too long.  My wonderful husband has helped me carry that weight for the past year and I couldn't be more thankful for his patience and love.  I have felt every emotion possible throughout the past 3 years and suddenly it was gone.  I feel like I can finally start to heal and become the person I was meant to be.